I hear the clock, its six a.m.
I feel so far away from where Ive been
I got my eggs, I got my pancakes too
Got my maple syrup, everything but you
I break the yolks and make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off of the mirror,
dont leave the keys in the door
I never put wet towels on the floor anymore cause

Dreams last so long,
even after you're gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me
and I was meant for you

I called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didnt wanna talk
So picked up a paper,
it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasnt the same
cause it was happy and I was sad and
It made me miss you oh so bad cause

Dreams last so long, even after youre gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you

I go about my business, Im doing fine
Besides, what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken every day

I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick up a book and turn the sheets down and then
Take a deep breath and a good look around

Put on my pjs and hop into bed
Im half alive but I feel mostly dead,
I, I try and tell myself itll be all right
I just shouldnt think anymore tonight cause

Dreams last so long,
even after youre gone
I know, that you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me and I was meant for you
Yeah, you were meant for me and I was meant for you

HAPPY EARLY 21ST SHUMSSYYY BABBEEEE!!! ( or shd i say ba be bo as according to james) hahaha! i enjoyed ur party lots! (: and im really sad ure gna be away in thailand sooooo damnnnn longggggggg.. but well at least ull be enjoying urselfff! (: hahhaa.. anw sat was great! the food (esp the sashimi which ser alison and i totally devouredd) ahahahha.. u can ask jerome. when he came down immed aft shumz told him there was sashimi.. there were only 2 left! lol.. sashimi is like my newly acquired food delight! and it all started from the day ms jasmine ling forced me to try some of hers at sakae sushi one fine night (: yayyy! anw i didnt drink at shumz's party cz i wasnt feeling too great initially.. and thus took a panadol.. so i didnt wanna risk anything (n tt my frens is the reason why i was late to go to shumz's hse! not cz i overslept! DAMN BAD!) anw.. the only other pple i knew there were the ac pple... but i dntknw why i was sucha social butterfly that night.. happily mixing ard with pple i dont even know. lol. twas fun! (: we ate and ate and ate and ate ... played asshole daidee (me glass yayi jerome ser ALISON ) which was soooooooo super fun! ahhaa. notice how i highlighted alison's name.. lol she was like the highlight of the night la! nonstop making all of us laugh ... the cockroach incident... crumbs incident... ally and camps incident.. her witch laughter.. all her various and random comments! it was so damn fun! (: im really glad ser was there too! (: st nicks rocks la.. one thing i noticed that night was that when me ser alison and shumz come tgt... we end up being super unglam.. super loud.. super giggly.. super greedy and bimbotik. ahhaha! we have absolutely UNCONTROLLED LAUGHTER... we just kept bursting and bursting with giggly girly fits.. it was sooooooo funny! lol. unglam as we are.. we're proud of it (: all inta name of good fun and entertainment la huh (: im glad shumzi didnt get drunk or anything.. which i totally expected her to.. considering the circumstances. ahhaha her birthday cake cutting was really funny! we all just cldnt stop singing the bdae song and asking her to strip/sing etc. lol. the joel thing was another funny matter all tgt.. it was just really really fun! one of the few 21st bdaes i truly enjoy (: (im really sorry i missed urs yunx.. i regret it till today) the cab fares were bursting.. considering i took a cab there and back.. but hell with that! it was a fun night! (: shumz! u better spend ur bday money well! ahha ill go shopping wya to make sure of that! ahhaha and when are we going seng siong ah! hahaha.. anyone feel free to join our grocery shopping escapade... (esp those w cars lol). many things to look forward to!!

steamboat with jas aya jerome etc.
long hse dinner w cher ser char as usual (:
meet up w del ct cc
sengsiong n shopping w shumz n pam!
more suppers with jason ey all!
prata w alvin (hopefully thomson not fs)
heavenly mathematics with ping (HAHAHA)
jenna's 21st birthday at her hse! (:
snbt reunion dinner!
shopping with mich!
(:

its really hard to define what i want since it encompasses so much. but if you've been thru last sem with me.. u wld probably know what i want this time round. and yes im every bit as determined to get what i want. for now.. everythings going just fine (: